look me in the eye when i talk to you! listen when i describe the you i see. hear the love in my voice from the other side of the mirror.
i sit and ponder how i came to this till i remember to release my thought and breath
take the time to pause before you open your mouth to say something you only mean in the moment.
rain fills my thoughts with rainbows of color in spring blooms bright sunlight blue skies impossibly white clouds
quiet fills me sitting feeling the breath watching my thoughts flow a river slowing as it reaches the sea.
my life is half begun though i have yet to live so filled with fear and a need to please that i no longer know who i am if I ever did.
you worry what others think until it overtakes your life driving you to say, do and be things that you are not. too much you say one day which feels like all the rest to me and other observers. a ray of golden sunlight passing through dismal gray clouds and i finally get to see you.